Am I Hungry Enough For God?
I have been prompted with the above question recently. This question is actually for myself. Several weeks ago, my church friend did some clean up and as she cleaned her Christian books and audios, she asked me if I want to borrow several of her books and audios. My quick honest answer to her was a NO. I felt like I didn’t have time to read all those books and not really interested in reading basically. However after I said that I felt guilty, condemning myself for not being holy enough or not spiritual enough by rejecting the offer for Christian books. But on the other side I don’t want to take the offer only because I want to pretend to be ‘holy’ in front of my friend. I always want to be genuine to myself and also to my Christian friends. When I say YES it should be aligned to my heart as well. I thought if I pray, do worship, and spend time with God at least 30-45 mins daily is already good enough. At least I feel good after I have done all of this. However after I refuse...